STUPID DREAM!!!

ok, this is really not cool! it's early in the morning and for god sake it's CHRISTMAS!!!
it started out with this really really REALLY desperate-crying making dream I had on christmas day...

i was on my office, is it? I'm not sure... it's just a dream anyway, there I found this sweet little kitten, her fur is a bit brownish sort of thing… hooo how I love her… and for some kind of reason -CRAZY reason I suppose- we had to make this little cute kitten to die rather than this kitten alive but suffer… which suffering from what I don’t know… and the most craziest thing that I do in my dream is that I agree to do that!!! What?! The heck! I HATE MYSELF!!! What in the world can make me do that?! GOD how I hate this dream…
And so the next morning we had to inject the INX235blahblah I don’t really care it’s like a poison that make that kitty to die while she is sleeping… and the one who injects it was actually my friend… WHAT KIND OF FRIEND ARE YOU?!!! She’s the one who convince me to take the chance… she said “ mumpung dia belom di ambil alih ama pemerintah” what?! The government is chasing a little cat?! Like there’s nothing else to do!!!
And so the little kitty fell to sleep on my bare hand…
Then I woke up…
Crying like hell… well I hope I’ll never ever be put in a situation like that… I’m really relieved it was just a dream
A bad bad bad dream…